Her name was Jessica, first to take my innocents away didn’t know what love was trying to just bust a nut. Didn’t know if we should date or pretend like this never happen and move.
Next came Kate, she had someone on the side but I didn’t mind. We fell in love with all that lust, strangers in a place neither one wanted to be in. Hung out every day till she thought it was best to break my heart.
Months passed by then came Rachel she found me asked if I’ll be down to meet, what came next I was surprise. On and off love at different points in our lives, but she was always down to have a good time. Thought she was the one after Kate. Suddenly things ran it’s course we went our separate ways.
Loneliness took over didn’t care who came next as long as they filled the void. Karen showed up, she knew the drill and left.
Time passed next up to bat was Michelle started off rocky and ended in three strikes, I can look in the mirror know I wasn’t ready we both shared a thing even if it was that short.
This list can go on and on, show many names, faces, bodies. I loved them all, more than others but they filled the void.
Last but not least was Denise the longest of these relationships but it turned to a battleship to the end. She saw the down fall of me not being who am I suppose to be, always down to please just so she won’t feel lonely. I fell for hard but after being beaten by the others I just didn’t know how.
So many came and gone, shared their privacy and intimacy with me. Thank you for trusting me, they are all engrave in me for life. I can see all the scars they left on me every time I look at myself in the mirror.
They all came and gone…..